Lub dub, Lub dub
The sound of my heart
Getting stronger and Louder
As the hours get nearer to
Welcome the night.
I get overwhelmed by
The mixed feelings of anxiety and confusion
Can it shift yet another hour or 2 before it gets here? 
The light on my candle glows dimmer
As It closes in and the Sun
Fades away into the horizon
Locked up in a room of self-doubt 
Pressured by the pains and hurts
I’ve encountered 
Using the Night to their advantage 
Draining my energy and squeezing the air out of me
My most positive and wonderful thoughts
Turn on me as night falls