Dear Dad, I wonder if you can hear me or see me,

I miss you every single moment of my life.

I used to think that you would come back to me

But as time goes by, the more

I realise that you’re not coming back,

I wonder why God broke my heart.

Everyone tells me to move on and forget about you

As if you never existed, but Dad doesn’t worry

Never mind them. I will never forget about you

They don’t know that you’re living

Inside me,

Dad, are you going to visit me this coming Christmas?

It’s been a long time Dad.

I don’t even see you in my dreams anymore

Dad, can you see me?

Did I do something to you?

Is that why you’re not visiting me anymore?

I can’t wait to come to heaven and

Hold you tight and feel your warmth again

God, if flowers grow in heaven, pick one for me

And give it to my father, tell him they’re from me

And then kiss him on his forehead and hold him

Tight and please God,

Tell him how much I love and miss him.