When i wanted to scream

While my heart was skipping beats

When my whole body was shivering

When my inner voice screamed for help

I asked and pleased

With tears running down my cheeks

Like dew running down a window on a cold winter morning

The pain felt permanent

The aim was to forgive

The love kept it a secret

The legs shaked until the next day

I wish i could wipe away those memories in my mind

I wish I’ve never heard and understood the word

Perhaps I wouldn’t be stuck in this rhyme

I wish i could go back in time and say no ,And walk away in my prime