The darkest mind,
Only hate and fake love I feel,
Been hell, trying to love for real but,
All faded when I trusted the wrong one.
Now I feel nothing but,
Darkest pain in my heart,
My mind wants to let go but,
My heart gets hurt in every way.
How can I let go of it?
When it hurts so bad,
How come I find peace with it?
Oh, father forgive me,
I lost part of my soul along the way,
What is good in me,
Slowly turns into the destruction of my peace,
How can I find it to let go?
Hatred is what I feel but,
I hope they won’t blame me,
Because all the good ones are damaged too,
And this is my darkest desire,
To avenge the pain I felt,
The humiliation I faced,
And the shame that fell over me.