And once again

You lied to me

Too real to fake myself

Too naive to have believed you

To dumb to think you loved me

How could I have believed a word coming out of your lips

Too real to fake myself

Too naive to have believed you

Too dumb to have thought you loved me

How could I have believed a word coming out of your lips?

How could I not see the true identity of the man in front of my eyes

You promised to love me

Blank heart

Blank mind

Blank soul

How could I have been so dumb?

As not to see your real figure?

How could I not see through your deceptive and manipulative eyes?

How blind can my eyes be?

To date, I’m broken.

A bleeding pen is all I hold

With a wound fresh as if it occurred yesterday

I wish I could tell you what I’m feeling

But I’m afraid

I’m afraid of being lonely

I’ll play happy

To make you happy

I don’t want to lose you

So like a fool

I’ll hold onto this dead branch

Waiting

Waiting for the right one

Maybe

Just maybe, he’ll come

And if he doesn’t

I will forever hold onto this relationship