All of a sudden I felt like a burden, a thorn in the flesh of somebody’s else’s child.

Always trying to be the bigger person, trying to break the ice- only to end up being the lowest of all beings…

I knew then but I brushed the thought off, that it wasn’t worth it.

Now, I rest my case, letting things be how they automatically were meant to be.

Not trying to fight my fate, it’s beyond my control.

As I zone out, journeying into the deep… To the waters, to find solace.

Where solitude yields the best attitude. Right now my heart and soul were as dry as my hometown.

I’m gone, this world has absolutely nothing to offer me

All is hopeless..