Without any grudges

or any regrets

I wish I had stayed strong enough 

to hold positively unto

those very unrequited words 

or love and regression 

Which have now left

my ears and your lips

and my voice and your hearing 

Many miles apart

Even when we are in the same room

For even though I love you

I never thought that

I’d hate you this much

for spitting on my heart

When I trusted you the most

to take it with you

Wherever you would go

But since you’ve overlooked me

And jumped from it

thus leaving it in the mud

I’ll now also watch you

from the corners of my eye

As you walk past and about

Like we were ever strangers

For was it not strange 

how you misled me into loving you 

Only to leave me

beneath the very bridge

Which would have taken me

to the corners and depths

of your heart

Yet here I am

voiceless and sleepless

haunted by your Neverending 

joyful laughter

as the awkwardness of your bridge

And the shattering pairs

Of our acquainted pillars

leaves me dripping in the winds

of loneliness and regret

while my drenched wings of pride

leaves me frowning in despair

As the beaks of hopein the air

Leave me tempted to stare

At your warm smile once again…

Although I will, heal

with or without you 

even if I love you 

regretfully enough still