l see a person l no longer recognize l feel so empty like a part of me does

not exist even if l surround myself with people a me that no one gets a lonely me.

can no one fill the space in my heart . The one who filled the space was taken away from me

by this wicked world.

Oh how she filled my heart with joy and happiness .the only one that could make me take of

the mask of pain l wonder if such a person will come again .A person that can make me take off the mastered

mask of pain and sadness the mask of loneliness a me that l want back a happy and loving me l no longer

want that ability to mask of pain

l no longer want to be the man of steel l have always tried to be the best and stronger deny who l am but l have became

a man of pain rather l am this one who does not feel pain or have any problems but inside l am in a lot of pain depression has

became my bestfriend

There’s nothing left in me but l know eventually it will pass and no longer will l became a man of pain

rather l will hope again and will rise like the phoenix because

l am the PHOENIX l will rise