Early in the morning I can barely make it

Can’t get up no motivation

The night is seriously too short.

I’m too scared to get up and get ready because I know

This life is full of responsibilities

eventually I will have to go and face the reality.

The situation is getting worse day by day and I’m scared I won’t make it too far,

Soon I will start to break down

To yell at how it’s all not fair

And how my life has not been spared.

My worst fear is having to give up

But on a serious note

I’m barely surviving.

I’ve lived all my life hiding my weaknesses

But nothing is coming together.

I can’t take it no more

I’m hurting

I’m tired

My very own mind is turning against me

It tells me to stop trying and just all let it go

But my gut refuses.

It tells me to push through

Harder

And keep crawling because I stopped walking long time ago

My problems are bigger than my solutions

Too scared to confirm

I think I’m loosing this fight.