The fast lane race in my mind.

But everything in front of me is slow, including time.

I lost my body for two years.

I got lost in my mind and fears.

It feels like the world is spinning in a different direction.

And your whole body is bisecting.

Bisecting Into two equal halves, the A & D.

Anxiety and depression was my new identity.

The urge to always want to be alone.

My body was no longer my own.

Friends and family become annoying.

To me, no one’s company was worth enjoying.

Anything can trigger anxiety and depression.

Heartbreak, abandoned, inner child, rape & abuse all these issues are impressions.

Remember to always talk to someone you trust.

It will help you to learn to adjust.

My greenlight was self love.

Getting to know who I was instead of trying to beloved.

It’s easy to get lost in somebody to avoid your own flaws.

But you will harm them too, with your claws.

Get to know you like you’re a total stranger.

Be your own game changer.

Invest in the things you like.

And start doing everything you like.

Look up to your favorite Nobel icons and stars.

Rework every scar.

Reestablish who you are.

Be who you think you are!