42 pills,I swallowed them whole

Trying to escape the pain ,my soul

Disappointing my,the guilt I couldn’t bear

I sought death,a permanent sleep to end my despair

They should’ve let me go ,I thought

Found peace in death,my heart long sought

Mon would’ve cried but healed with time

Not stuck in this life,where I’m lost in my mind

Some of you wouldn’t recognise me now

My dad’s ‘princess’ lost,somehow I tried to fade away

A memory to bury….