To and fro, in and out, in the wilderness with it’s unrighteousness.

It is said, when you have to move to the different levels in your life, you’ll meet the different devil’s.

To end the mission: you have to begin! Whether the situation is deadly or badly, never try take your life; or even give the enemy a chance to strike you down.

Through toss and turns remain being humble to obedience, silence chase pestilence.

A chance is given to prayerful warriors, in the midst of the storm’s, only obey the still voice and the signs from the highest firmaments to your inner frequency.

Pain it’s been my daily bread, whilst tear’s made themselves dinner for two in my life, leaving no space of comfort and peace.

I went back and forth in different territories searching for rest, Yet I couldn’t find none of what I was seeking for.

I am [Elias] the man who has seen affliction, Because of the rod of His wrath.

God has led me and made me walk In darkness and not in light.

I waited for death but it never came. I refused to allow darkness to dim my light in my lifetime.

Being faithful unto death; always fueled hope and faith inside the pure inner I.

I welcomed persecution and the abomination in my bowels for there was nothing couldn’t be done! God’s will is unstoppable and unfathomable.

His statutes kept me humble and responsible for my life and spirit.

I have made myself of nothing like my savior, in favor for my persecutors.

Pain and strive was my very best friend’s, best believe; joy was something that drowned in the sea of sorrows.

The morrow alwayss came short in my thoughts, living was something forgotten.

I could think about the infant that will soon be a teenager, and a manager of my life, my only daughter that was born on a hardship.

I am grateful and thankful that I never had any suicidal thoughts! Because of I’ve experienced the worst thing’s in my life. Yet the hand of Lord was always round about me to be rescued.

I am famous in heaven, for I was always the hidden light amongst the wicked.

God has caused my flesh and my skin to waste away; God has shattered my bones.

God has besieged and surrounded me with bitterness and hardship.

God has made me live in dark places Like those who have long been dead.

God walled me in so that I cannot get out;

God has weighted down my chain.

Life didn’t make any sense yet it gave me lessons that will never be forgotten through all my entire life.

To and fro to the end, Lamentations gave me hope.

The Lord is good to those who wait [confidently] for Him, To those who seek Him [on the authority of God’s word]. It is good that one waits quietly For the salvation of the Lord. It is good for a man that he should bear The yoke [of godly discipline] in his youth. Let him sit alone [in hope] and keep quiet, Because God has laid it on him [for his benefit]. Let him put his mouth in the dust [in recognition of his unworthiness]; There may yet be hope.