Love and mjolo the dating, trends, academic success. This is all supposed to be a thrilling adventure for me. But the moment I sit and try to dig in deeper about who am I, I can’t solve this mixed puzzle.

Love and mjolo the dating:

What is love? A question I can’t get rid of even today. People take love for granted. Just because you love someone, does not mean you dedicate your personal possessions. Now imagine including the concept love in dating as a teen. Being a teen, means my breast are growing, hormones, pubic hair growing, and I developing for being a woman. But then a boyfriend…🤔, is high pressurized for me to keep up with dating. Well I tried and it’snot easy at it seemed. I had a boyfriend, I was so in love with him but little did I know, many had a crush on me and tempted me. But as firm as I was, I did not allow them and carried on loving my boyfriend. I even swallowed insults from my mom about boys. Well I enjoyed the dating until after 1 year. I got to know from a so called friend that he was flirting with another girl. I cheated to get back on him with his friends. Not one but 3 of his friends. I moved on and broke up with the four of them and went to the next relationship. Same thing happened but did not cheat and moved on. It carried on until I now had 6 past boyfriends. I sat down and talked to my self. Did you really love them all or the feelings for loving someone went extinct? How do others move on from one relationship to another within a few day? Not even months? I realised I loved the first one and the others…. well a little bit but not to the level of love, just like. Can somebody tell me how they move on and also feel the same love to the present person, just like the past one? Don’t you think this is pretence? I no longer feel like dating cause it gets complicated.

TRENDS:

Clothing, necklaces, sneakers and so on. Why is there so much to the fashion world besides income cause clearly our minds are set on one thing as human beings, money is everything. Matthew 7:7 ought to tell us to ask and we shall be given, regardless of how it is, we were given these brains to figure it out. SALUTE TO FASHION, although it costs lives.

Accademic success

Ever gotten your happiness also from your studies? Well for me, I live to see life with what I am learning, proven facts or myths, and educate. For me MATHS is the best thing ever invented. It’s my shoulder to cry on, which is one if the reasons why whenever I tried ending my life, it stopped me. Academic success isn’t just passing, going to the next grade and wait for an older guardian called a Teacher to push you to do your work . It should be a thing that comes from the heart , which is what the youth of today fails to realise about during learning time.

Let us try to understand where we stand as people. Know your self, don’t betray and allow betrayal. Don’t go soft when something is wrong and overtrust like me. Be a go getter for the bigger. Lots of love♡♡