I met this guy when I was 15 and he was 16,we didn’t stay far from each other,He stayed the street before mine ,when you are standing at our garage door you can see at his house.

we met when we were young ,we promised each other the world ,I remember when we were laying down in the grass,it was night time looking at the stars and moon ,we promised each other that we will stay together till we die,He was my first and I also believe I was his first.

We got along from the first time we saw each other even though he liked being serious,we first saw each other at a party ,we didn’t know each other but he came to me and we danced together ,we hold hands for the entire night .

I remember when my friend asked him to accompany her to look for me ,they found me standing with some dude and he become serious ,he did not even utter a word ,he just came to me and took my hand then we left and we continued to dance ,I remember correctly that time I was in a relationship with another guy and we danced Infront of that guy but I didn’t care I was focusing on this guy I even broke up with the one I was dating the following day for the one I was dancing with.

At first he was a sweet guy that’s why I didn’t mind giving him my virginity.I trusted him with my all ,I was listening to him ,I was doing everything he wanted me to do ,I even began being a naughty child I never listened to my parents I was all about him ,He was my everything things changed when he cheated with me ,I was hurt ,I was broken ,we broke up and I waited for him ,he came back to me and everything was fine then he cheated again , again I was broken I always what made him cheat on me ,what was I lacking. I also found a guy but he wanted to beat the guy claiming I was his .

we fixed things and got back again until he cheated and cheated and cheated ,mind you everytime he cheats he breaks up with me and date that girl when their relationship ends he comes back to me .I used to tell people that he was mine that’s why he is always coming back to me not knowing I was a fool.

Fast forward to when we are in our 20’s ,He was working,earning R7000 ,He changed baddly I was no longer the girl he fell in love with at a party ,I was no longer the girl he said was his forever,he started hating me I could see the hate in his face.I remember correctly 02 July 2023 ,it was the last day we saw each other.

He came home the following week ,it was 2 weeks before my 21st birthday.he never bothered to come and check up on me ,we didn’t break up that time but we last saw each other on the 02 of July .I went to look for him at his mother house and guess what I found him in bed with my ex friend,my ex childhood friend.

I remember how I almost fainted ,I become sick immediately,I couldn’t eat,my face went from being yellow to black in few hours ,my lips became black also ,I remember how I was a joke in my community.He made me a laughing stock .

He never came to say sorry for betraying me , instead he moved on with that girl clearly they are happy and I am not hoping that he will come back .