I do not even know where to start🥺❤️
well this guy goes by the name of sizwe twala his another best gift I received from God and I really love him wholeheartedly❤️❤️
well i never imagined that he would be so important in my life like so he bring out the best In me 😆❤️if only I had supernatural powers I would put a spell on him to be in my life forever more till death do us apart😹💔but I guess that’s God’s will and only God knows where we going and where we going to end
His not just my boyfriend but my best friend,father,brother,my right lung and my ANGEL WALKING ON EARTH🔐❤️ I am actually cuffed by him🖇and I really don’t wanna lose him even thought sometimes I act like a bitch.
I am so grateful to have him in my life he ddnt only make me gain weight but he changed a lot of things in me ungikhulisile ngakhula ngoba ngifuna if bengafuni ukukhula I wouldn’t have changed and I ddnt change for him but I changed for my safety and for my future coming years and i thank him for giving me a another chance in life if it wasn’t for him and God I would have been lost ngempilo probably I would have been staying under the bridge or kube sengiyahlanya because of drugs..but because God hasn’t forsaken me he still remembers me that I still exist so he brought this loving boy/guy and ubaba ka lwandle in my life so that I can find myself coz i was lost ngezinto zomhlaba, reprimand me,fix myself,teach me life and grow mentally.IM REALLY GRATEFUL AND THANKFUL FOR HIM BEING PRESENT IN MY LIFE 🙏❤️😊
Well sometimes he likes acting like my father 😒I really hate it when he acts like that but sometimes I tend to understand why he acts like that also me I would do the same if I did put so much pressure on my girlfriend to change her lifestyle and gain weight and be attractive ❤️❤️
Fuck!! When I come to think that he never used to love me yoo🥺💔he used to use me for sex and I ddnt care about that it’s not that I did not know that I knew that he did not love me and he only wanted sex I didn’t care at all Because I loved/love him i would go to his house or he would call me over just for sex I ddnt like that but I got used to that coz all I wanted was to see him next me.i was only alive when I was next to him but when I was not next to him I would be lost ngezinto zomhlaba noma benginga phandle far from him he was always in my mind I stopped sleeping around because of him before he was gonna literally really change me I was always thinking about him I don’t he doesn’t known that but manje sekazowazi…UYINKANYEZI EKHANYA EBUM’NYAMENI🥺❤️.
HERE’S A BEST PART AND MY FAVORITE PART BETWEEN ME AND HIM😊❤️
well he started falling slowly but surely in love with me🥺❤️I don’t wanna lie I never thought he would ever love me but by God’s grace he dd 😊❤️mind that Mina I loved him since day one 2022/08/12😢💔but the moment he told me that he loves me yerr I did not know what to do ..bengazi noma I should scream or cry phela it’s was his first time saying that world kimi😫❤️yoo nami shem ngibekezelile shem for uthando lwakhe 😭❤️well at first I ddnt trust him until I saw his actions ukuqala uku feel(a) uthando lwakhe it’s was nice not until I got used to his love and until he started gaining more feelings 😫💔
Yoohe started controlling me nakhona at first I liked until he started doing worse things like hitting me 😫nale yokuthi he started hitting me I understood it at first and for what he came from but I blame myself for allowing him for ukungibeka isandla…guess what he said ungishaya ngoba uyangithanda👀💔like c’mon guys is there something like that huh? Mina I believe ukuthi umuntu mowumuthanda umuphathisa okweqanda and awumubeki isandla ..cabanga I became a member of ‘GBV’ at a young age 😫💔kodwa ker I still stayed I should have went away the first time he started laying his hands on me and mind that time bekangakangi thandi neh🥱💔but ker Mina still I stayed till it went further ….I’m really not okay with that coz he only brings back flashbacks ayy asindlule lapho kau🤘
Nothing is gonna change how I feel about him.
I realized that I love him the time ngimuyisa ekhaya well his the first guy engike ngajola that ever set foot ekhaya I even introduced him to my brothers.
Wuuuuu!!
there was time ‘December ‘ when he thought I had sex outside with someone else well coz I wasn’t with him well I don’t wanna lie I wanna be honest now I was just scared to tell him in his face ….well sizwe mangingageza today ekseni then go somewhere else obvi I won’t bath and futhi ekhaya I was even scared ukubilisa amanzi coz zweli sometimes he would say why ngibilisa amanzi ngegesi engayithenganga…so I did not bath but my vigina hole obvi isavulekile then boom I come back kuwe I was even scared to tell you that yesterday I ddnt bath coz I know you would judge me nor swear at me or you wouldn’t believe me that why those days mangiya ekhaya when I come back kuwe bengigeza kucala ..please don’t judge me pretty please rather say those negative words with your heart rather than saying them out loud🥺🙏
Kodwa when he started loving me I changed everything like sleeping around or cheating coz bruh what I need its here next to me ayikho into engiyiswelayo…that time you said I slept with someone I ddnt do such things I just ddnt bath sizwe I was only scared to tell you 🥺🤞I kown there are some things I did in the past he wasn’t even there and I he saw some of my past chats yes I ddnt chats with them they asked for sex not everyone in my account I slept with them and last year I only slept with two people behind his back I did that coz I knew that he ddnt love and I k ew his also been sleeping outside with other and he even had a nerve to come tell me that he he slept with this girl,he dated this girl and I thought to myself why don’t I also get a boyfriend of myself rather than promising myself someone who ain’t even there now his making me feel bad for chatting with boys who asked for sex which I ddnt even sex with .it’s okay he can say whatever word he wants to say to me but Mina I blame him for making me have sex with Gesi and Sohwoo if it wasn’t for him busy telling me about violet and Michelle I wouldn’t have done it I was serous ngaye but he ddnt take me seriously but that’s okay coz Mina I won’t bring back the past that he even slept with my own best friend I’m not okay with that I haven’t even healed but I pretend asif I’m okay actualization the past I will let him haunt me with mt past that he make me do but Mina I won’t bring back his past coz I have forgiven him except about that one that he slept with my best friend but im gonna act cool with it.
WELL THEY WOULD RATHER SAY NGIZISHAYA ISIFUBA NGAMANGA NOR NGIYAZI KHOHLISA BUT THEY DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE IN MY HEART I HAVE NOR FEEL ABOUT YOU IM NOT STILL WITH YOU COZ OF WHAT YOU HAVE BUT FOR WHAT YOU ARE WHEN YOU WITH ME AND FOR WHAT YOU MAKE ME FEEL WHEN IM NEXT TO YOU🥺🤞❤️
ngyakuthanda!!🤞❤️
As I said I love you and you said you love me too but how can you love a person without trusting them huh?
Well let me tell you from what I’ve been taught and what I know there’s no love without trust😫💔
Why do you say you love someone while you can’t even tell him/her how you feel,what you think and what you see?
Guys Mina what I think is that he says he loves me but I think k he doesn’t love me seriously I think I’m not the one for him😔💔he can’t even confide me that means there’s someone that he confides in her neh?
It’s okay that he doesn’t trust me that is why I’m gonna try by all means that he trusts me futhi I would not even try i will.just let him be until he sees that I am honest and loyal to him😔🤞❤️
It really hurt to find out or know that your partner doesn’t trust you while wena you have been nothing but loyal to him, while wena you have been telling him your every move you do yerr that hurts so bad like really bad😔💔how can I say he really loves me like i love him wholeheartedly while he does not love me😔💔
how can you say you love someone but not trust him/her despite their trust they even show their best that they have changed but you don’t trust him/her😔💔how can you say you love someone but don’t trust them knowing very well that they changed because of you huh? Guys
Maybe it’s time to distance myself from him so that he can see or maybe he can realize that I did change because of him but not for him but for my future coming years💔
I’m really heartbroken I am really shuttered 😭😭💔
I thought maybe now he has/have gained trust for me but I see that I have been just fooling myself he has not gained trust at all.
What have gained,it his thought in his head that I would never change I’m still a hoe in his eyes I’m still that person that still flirt with other boys and that really hurt alot😔💔I wish he could see that I changed because of him🥺💔