It’s so nice to know how Jesus is always there

Awhile ago I was in love again with a man who broke my heart like shattered glass ripped my heart broke it and just through it aside Abused by his actions and words A word can rip you to pieces with one instance it can cut like a knife dearing to never heal Yet at that moment I tuned once again to Jesus asking him praying why me lord what have I ever done to deserve such pain don’t I deserve to be happy to I did not Realise at that time I was fortunate to have lived …cried myself to sleep at night Not one night went by when I thought of Bad my face actually looked and then he still wants to apologize What does it helped Everywhere my face was broozed my heart was pounding racing I was so scared he would hit me again Fears of the thought made me scared Dreading for him to come home at night coz I was scared it would happen again and again and again it’s the worst thought in the world and one only knows why someone that you thought was there for you would do this I never told anyone this only until now He would rip my body and all the time maybe 5 times a night was the pain I could never explain it hurt I manage every time somehow And always got up with a smile the next morning Thanking Jesus I was still alive Abuse is the worst thing anyone can get in this world and it hurts one so much