What do you do when your whole world comes crashing down.

What do you do when the person you trust most, the one you depend on most, won’t lift a finger to help you off the edge of that cliff. What do you say when your past actions dictate how people see you now. How do you react? How do you take the pain of being rejected by the one who gave you life? 

How do you love, when you see hate in the eyes of the one that taught you love? How do you laugh, with so much pain in your heart? How do you carry on living, when your heart has been torn to shreds? How do you take the next step when your whole body feels numb. How can you seek the light when engulfed by utter darkness. How do you value yourself when life just ain’t worth it? How do you sleep when all the demons from your past constantly scream for your attention. How do you carry on, when you can’t bear the weight on your shoulders. How can you do anything, when you have nothing.

Just tell me how???