After kissing Annelie, the bottle pointed to Lindsay and Brian. Her heart was thumping! She nervously allowed Brian to kiss her. Lindsay saw stars! Brian was an amazing kisser and she hoped that he wouldn’t stop, but he did. A part of her felt sad but again she felt happy about the kiss.

By the time it was ten in the evening Lindsay had kissed almost everyone and had another drink too. They were a group of five girls and five guys, so no one was left out. The bottle pointed at her and Brian for the third time, this meant that they had to make it.

Lindsay had made out with a couple of guys… okay one guy, he was her first boyfriend. She was a nervous wreck, but she didn’t refuse. She found it strange how alcohol made her do strange, naughty deeds.

Brian was busy kissing her and fondling every part of her body. She felt so hot! At the back of her mind, she knew that she had to tell him to stop; things were getting too heavy for her! She tried pushing him but she couldn’t. He was on top of her now, with his hands inside her shirt. She opened her eyes and saw that everyone was busy with someone .Her heart was racing!

She could hear the other girls moaning. What the hell is going on here? Is this what they normally get up to when they have parties? She silently asked herself. Brian had taken his T-shirt off by now and he was un-buttoning hers. She finally managed to push him,

“’What is going on Brian? This is a little too heavy for me,” whispered Lindsay.

“Ssshhh… just go with the flow babe… I won’t hurt you,” said Brian in a husky voice.

Quick, quick! What should I do? I hardly know Brian and he already wants to have sex with me? Panic rose inside her as she questioned herself. Her heart was beating frantically. She looked around and her mouth hung wide open. She couldn’t believe her eyes. Her eyes were as big as saucers! “Oh my God!” she said in a whisper. Brian smiled.

Lindsay felt her palms become sweaty and her cheeks becoming beetroot red! Before she knew it, she was topless. She didn’t know how to tell Brian that she wasn’t ready.

The others were busy beside her, they were all naked! Lindsay felt like crying, screaming, laughing and running away!

Her feeling were mixed, she didn’t know what to do.

Her head was still buzzing with excitement and she felt hot from all the making out with Brian. She felt something she has never felt before, Brian’s mouth was on her breasts. She felt herself becoming even hotter!

What happened next was even more shocking. Brian had taken off her jeans and panties. She felt a sharp pain in her privates and then, a dull ache. She just lay there on the carpet and took it. She silently cried while Brian continued. Lindsay wasn’t crying because of the pain, but because she didn’t tell Brian that she was a virgin, and that she wanted to remain that way until she felt ready to do it.

Everything happened so fast, I should’ve told him that I wasn’t ready! She blamed herself as she lay there. After the whole ordeal, she couldn’t sleep, she felt him put his arm around her. She didn’t even have the power to lift it off of her.

In the early hours of the morning, she got up and went into the bathroom. She felt sore and guilty. She freshened up and went back to sleep next to Brian. Seeing him naked, reminded her of what happened the night before. She silently cried again… until sleep took over.

She was woken up by Brian’s stirring; he gave her a kiss and got up to go to the bathroom. She looked over at the other sleeping bodies, they looked so peaceful. Like nothing bad had happened. Brian returned and kissed her some more. Before she knew it, he was on top of her again.


Let’s chat: Do you think Lindsay should’ve told Brian she was a virgin? Have you ever found yourself in a similar situation, and how did you handle it?