Well, on a different day, I found a used condom under his bed and he said to me, “It was my friend’s, baby,” he continued and lied, “my friend asked to bring his girlfriend over to my room, so I allowed him.”
I repeat, I wasn’t always like this. I repeat, I was in love. So, I believed him.
I thought he would never disrespect me so much that he would bring a stranger to sleep with him on the same bed he took my virginity on and said he loves me over and over again while making love to me with a smile of pleasure on his face. Well, I was wrong. On that day, I found a message on his phone, I miss the night we shared, and I almost committed suicide.
I repeat, I wasn’t always like this. I repeat, I was in love.
On that day, I thought about the previous day and asked the taken young boy for a solution, and he said to me, “It’s all up to you.” In that moment, I felt like blocking him. I felt like he was no use, but I knew that he was saying the truth.
Well, on the very same day, I made the decision to dump my boyfriend. I know, you’re probably saying, ‘At last’. Well, the evil boyfriend didn’t even show any form of emotion whatsoever when we broke up. I told myself enough was enough. I’d had enough of “I’m sorry baby’”, “I’ll make it up to you baby”, “She is not my girlfriend, I promise you baby’”, “I love you and not her baby”, “I’ll marry you baby”, “I will die for you”.
Those were all lies, and that single lie he said to me led me to discover the truth about his evil soul.
I repeat, I wasn’t always like this. I repeat, I was in love.
Amusingly, the evil love he had for me turned out as a stalking habit that I couldn’t cope with anymore. During some day, he commented on my Facebook post and said, “Baby, I miss us”. He then posted our late video on our YouTube channel and wrote, “Endless cursed love.” On the very same day, he invited me on Instagram and said “Please give me a chance to explain.” He then asked for forgiveness and said, “I love you baby, I promise you. I will make it up to you”.
I thought the devil had awakened and is out for blood. My soul was his to eat.
I repeat, I wasn’t always like this. I repeat, I was in love.
And on the same day, I replied and said, ‘‘No! Go find yourself and come back when you’re a man. In fact, go to hell, you devil selfish man.” Then I blocked him.
At this present moment, I am a mending soul. I am happy and filled with a new breed, and I am healing through the pain he brought into my life. The love I had for him has turned into hatred. Today, I am learning to fly with the wings he broke. I am mending, but the body isn’t strong yet. But with prayer, God will give me his wings to fly with because he believes in my ability to touch the sky and see the light again.
I repeat, I wasn’t always like this. I repeat, I was in love with a snake, an evil soul.
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