Thought I was paving my future but no
I was misleading myself. Got mixed up
With the wrong crowd and found myself
all alone in the end. I tried finding my
path but there was no one to guide me as
I pushed everyone away. Now I’m asking
Myself where is everyone I used to hang
Out with because now I feel abandoned.
Is this life trying to teach me a valuable
Lesson or I’m finally waking up and
Realising the difference between fantasy
And reality. I feel lost and shattered I can’t
Find the girl I used to be. I’m even afraid
To look in the mirror because I’m afraid
Of what I’ve turned out to be.
My hopes and dreams are shattered.
My life is lost and now I find myself
trying to regain it but I fail
Every time I do.
I’m done trying.