Am I confused?
My feeling is confusing.
I am different,
I’m feeling different.
Sadness is drilling inside me,
pain is my best friend.

Everything I touch, I destroy.
Whatever I do upsets.
Impressions changes to disappointments.
Happiness is a dream,
peace is a wish.

Hour pass but days are hard,
the chaos begins,
the fight starts.
Something is wrong,
it’s all my fault.
Starting to feel the peace,
comfort get disturbed.

How long will it last?
I miss smiling,
I miss happiness.
I want to laugh,
I want to live.
This must end.