You caused me to
stumble,
you made me fall.
I had to learn to
say nothing at all,
while my heart was breaking piece by piece.

You made me numb –
made me feel so dumb.

I cried a hundred times
a day,
yet the pain won’t go away.

This heartache is not
even sore
any more.

I have become so
numb

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