I remember the olden days
The days when I believed in love
thought love was a great thing,
a great feeling, I loved getting
the love letters
I loved taking a walk with you
in the dark and your scent
was my favourite

But recently love has become
manipulation, it is mind games
it is showing off that you are
in love, it is showing your strength
by having multiple lovers
without being considerate
of the other person currently
the meaning of love has faded

But my heart …
my heart breaks
whenever I think
of how much love I gave
Of how much I sacrificed
just to be part of your mind games

My heart is shattered
during the night
when the lights are off
and my brain goes on the adventure
of the happiness you brought to me
and how badly I wanted to die next to you
close to your arms