But it was not yours;
You took,
You came,
You shook,
You shamed.

But honestly, it was not yours.
No said I,
Insistent were you.
You looked me in the eye,
Tried to romanticise it too.

But it was not yours;
You took,
You came,
You shook,
You shamed.

But honestly, it was not yours
To be had,
Nor to be taken.
My no’s made you mad,
In my reject,
I must’ve been mistaken.

But it was not yours;
You took,
You came,
You shook,
You shame.

But honestly, it was not yours;
Asked for it, I did not.
Care about me, you could not.
Eternal trauma will forever be my lot,
Stresses and panicks are all that I’ve got.

But it was not yours;
You took,
You came,
You shook,
You shame.

But honestly, it was not yours.
You took.
You came.
I shook.
I blamed
all but you,
“it is my fault” – I thought to be true.

But it was never yours.
Even with every one of my flaws,
I now realise that it was without cause.
But honestly, oh honestly, it was never ever yours.