Not just physically
But mentally, emotionally and spiritually tired.
Actually I’m tired of everything.

I’m tired of breathing
I’m tired of smiling
I’m tired of crying
But mostly I’m tired of having to look at this ‘so called world’ every day.

I wish to just close my eyes and never open them ever again,
Each and every day I go to bed with the hope of never waking up ever again,
But here I am again sitting alone,
Dark and deep thoughts crowding my mind.
Asking myself “Why is God delaying my death?”