I waited
And waited
And waited

For you to just say something to me
I waited for you to just ask me
How I was doing
To ask me if I was okay
To ask me if I’d like something

I waited
And I waited
And I waited

I waited for you to start the convo
For you to just say something
Anything that would remind me you still cared

I waited
For you to love me first
I waited
For you to tell me you still love me first
I waited
For you to show me you still cared

I waited so you’d first hold me
I waited for you to kiss my lips
I waited to hear you say I’m still beautiful

I waited
And waited
And waited

I thought of all the times I was there for you
All the times I asked you if you were okay
All the times I held you in my arms
And let you cry all those painful tears
All the times I listened to all your stories

I thought of all the things I had given up to be with you
I thought of all the times I never went to visit my home
Because I wanted to be with you
I thought of all the things
I’ve had to stop doing because of you
I thought of it all while I waited

Waited
And waited
And waited

For you to just love me enough when I needed you the most
For you to just be here for me just this once

Then I took one sip of that rat poison they always talk about
Then I had one long sleep
And I never woke up