I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for wanting you to be part of my life
I hate myself for putting you inside my cage
But is it worth it?
I just hate the fact that I wanna love you but I can’t
I just hate the fact that I need to compromise for you
but I can’t meet your expectations
I just hate it when I wanna be with you but never make it
I hate myself
I hate myself for disappointing you
when I need to make you happy
How can I live with myself if I’m not satisfying you?
You are the best thing that has ever happened to me
but I can’t love you any further
You are the heart mender after being broken
But how can I show you that, when there are obstacles stopping me from meeting you?
The worst thing is that I love you but I can’t show you
Baby you are the best thing that has ever happened to me
But is it worth telling you, knowing we’re not gonna meet?
That’s the reason I hate myself
Meeting you virtually was worth it
But meeting you physically isn’t working
I’m sorry for giving you false hope about us
I feel bad lying to you, knowing the truth
I don’t wanna lie to you, I love you
But I hate myself for putting you in my miserable life