A life worth reliving,
Better than before
A memory I would love to recreate
Love I would adore to remake
A past to undo

Loving was my greatest fear
I couldn’t do anything freely
Afraid to mess it all up
Afraid to lose everything
Everything I was giving away,

Blind, I was
Until I lost it all
I couldn’t see
I was alone

Emotionally depressed
I was numb
I couldn’t feel,
I couldn’t love
Everything was the same
Love or hate
I couldn’t tell

Physically exhausted
What was, and
What is,
Are all the same

Happiness on forward,
Longing for yesterday,
This emptiness is too much to bear