My personality is constantly shifting.
I am most humble; I act different scenarios,
different characters placed in this world.
A piece of me I can share.
While you are hiding your true self.

I am overprotective of my heart,
will not allow you to touch the surface.
Like an insecure girlfriend who knows the ache,
first you flirt behind my back.
You’re just another one down the line,
you let me have leftovers.

While the whole world had the best of you.
I turned my back on family and friends for you.
How could you play me like an instrument?
Your name dragged me into hell.
What more did you want from me?
I gave you my heart and my time,
but I was not enough for you.

How did I end up falling for you?
Like a puppy I followed you into the pit.
You asked me if I liked it when you cried.
But those crocodile tears where just
a display of your cheating habit.
Did you ever consider my feelings
when you lied and cheated?

Honey I am sorry?
Are you joking?
I took you in and sacrificed myself
as a slave to your happiness.
It clearly shows you chose
to prostitute yourself.
Although my heart felt thankful when you held it.
I wished you could just send me away to the grave.

Into the day, I keep feeling sad.
You told your friends you don’t love me.
You said you were sorry it was a mistake.
Now I am here, your undevoted feelings
are for another man.
I figured maybe I was always a fool
to be in love with you.

Like a rum you marinated me
on the fire with deception.
You made me feel so insecure and weak.
You come 25 minutes too late.
Asking me to forgive you
and give your a second chance.
Go to the man whose name
you whisper when you are sleeping.
You find yourself calling for me.

25 minutes too late.
You knew this is the type of bullshit
that can kill anyone who love you more than life.
As I load this gun with 3 remaining bullets.
My pride will not allow me
to deal with this anguish and betrayal.
My finally words to you:
Hope your conscience will kill you,
like the day you put me second to the world.
You cry in the darkness
alone and cold in this cruel world.
You just sent me away to my ancestors
with a bullet in my head.