Please don’t mind me

I won’t mind you,

and don’t even bother

smiling at me..

Infact, I’m not

ignoring you

I just lack

enough courage

to tell you truth

that as much

as I hate, to admit,

I still

think and crave, of you

whenever my pride permits me

It’s bad

that I can’t

even look you in the eye

right now

as you’re stood,

in front of me…

Truth is,

All I ever wanted

was You

and whosoever, you truly craved for;

wasn’t me

Matter of fact

I don’t blame you

for I asked you out quietly

and you denied me quite loudly,

lavishly and aggressively

I guess

you were never childish,

But that I

was just a bit

Old fashioned

in the way I handled, your rejection

both then, and now…