Siza



The cold water did not help, I was still hard as steel. I wanted to be buried deep inside her, but I was taught better than that, I do not force myself on a woman but besides all that Ntobeko was a virgin, she was so pure and special that I wanted to take it slow with her and not rush to break her virginity. She must break it whenever she was ready, I was not about to take that one thing away from het.

I walked into the closet and chose a crimson suit. I had guests if it weren’t for that I would have gone for sweatpants and a T-shirt. when I walked out I found Ntobeko still standing awkwardly. I looked at her, at her innocent face that seemed to tug at my insides. “Go and take a bath, you’ll find fresh clothes on the bed.” I nodded and went to the door and turned around before I could open it. “You must be hungry, you’ll also find food on the bed.” I walked out before she could say anything.

I smoothed my suit when I lowered the stairs and went into the bar area and ordered the guy behind the counter to bring me a beer. “You angered a lot of people,” Ntando said sitting next to me. He had been my friend ever since I was in my 20s and we have been friends ever since. I looked at him gulping my beer. I shrugged, I didn’t give a damn who I angered. This was my place. What more can these guys want? I let them have their fun with the girls, take them if they wanted, at a price of course, I even have a stripper room where they can enjoy all the girl’s attentions and they get mad at me, all because I got to keep one girl out all the thousands that I had brought in here.

Ntando chuckled sizing me up “What’s with this girl that made you so interested.”

My eyes went up into my office where Ntobeko was probably taking a bath or a shower now. “She’s a virgin.” Most of the people these days are not virgins which was sad. They had long ago lost their virginity because they wanted something from someone. “So that interests you, being the first to go in and letting all the others have your sloppy seconds.” I laughed, “Yeah I want to have her first and then later you all boys can have her.”

I was not looking for love, I have never been interested in all that. What moved me was intimacy, but it had been a while since I had someone all that I had been focusing on was business. I didn’t have time to go on dates and pretend to want someone all because I wanted was sex.

There was a time I used to sleep around but that time had passed especially when I hit 30 years old, which was last year. My finger traced the rim of the beer bottle and nodded to Ntando “How are the girls?” As much as he was my friend, he was also part of the business.

“They are good, most have been taken already, the others are pleasing our guests and the rest are in the stripper area.”

Many would call me heartless by doing this, but it was just business, nothing personal. Everything have gone corrupt in South Africa, the police have turned a blind eye to most things, some were even on my payroll, and even politicians of the highest level come here to do their filthy business and leave after paying a large amount of money to be kept hidden from prying eyes.

This was the kind of money that even the president used for all kinds of things needed in the country and to turn a blind eye as well, so I was not a bad guy here and besides I do good by giving back to the community and the country at large, that should count for something.

My mind traced back to Ntobeko when she was lying on the bed, looking so pure that it was hard to think whenever she was near me. I wanted to go right up there and find her still wet from her bath and bury myself in her, it took everything in me to remain to sit here with Ntando.