All I want is to die
Not lay here and cry
But i can’t get to my blade,
So unfortunately I’ve stayed

Nothing to live for so far
I just want my
blood to pour,
Out of my body and leave me dead
Get these demons out my head

No one will know I’ve tried,
Because I haven’t died,
I guess it wasn’t my time,
But in the end am far from fine

Why couldn’t I get to you
So I would be found cold and blue,
Finally free from my pain and fear,
But instead I am still here