It’s hard to miss something you never really had, but that’s all part of not having a father. 

Don’t get me wrong, I wish he were here, but like always he’s no where near.

He’d be angry to know I’ve lost all respect,

my answer to him would be “What did you expect”?

He was never there, and as a child, I believed that was unfair. The sad thing is, I gave him chance after chance. 

now I am older and wiser, and wouldn’t give him a second glance. And I hate having to feel this way but as for him there’s no nice word I could say. 

Too bad he made up his mind for I am the son he will never wanted. I thank my mother for who and what I am and for you so called father I don’t give a damn…..
You could have owned a place on my heart but you did nothing more than tear it apart.

It takes a man to be father but as for you don’t even bother! I’ve learnt to live without you 😊and I’m doing great.

The son you never wanted 

Ricardo