Ever since I started dating I never felt like that before; everything was different . My best friend Tshidy never really liked him; his name was Hope .
I was doing grade 11 when a dark tall skinny boy approached me; well I never even loved him but the feeling of seeing him everyday always brings peace to my mind.
“Natty” He said calmly.
“HLw ” replied nervously.
“Please may I talk to you for a minute?” Hope asked.
” Ohh what a gentleman ” I thought to myself ” ohh it’s Ohkaay” I replied.
He told me how much he loved me and in the end we exchanged digits. I never dated at school so I had no experience of how to behave .I waited for Monday impatiently because I couldn’t forget him infact I just wanted to tell my friend about him ,but as soon as I entered my class they made funny comments coming to my realization that it was already the talk of the class maybe school.
I ignored them and went straight to my desk . Normally I’m a loud person but that day I just went quiet because I just wanted to get over it for a while. My friend teased me and I felt bad but I told my self that all this is just a matter of time.
After school I didn’t even want to walk with him because all that lovey-dovey things would make me feel more uncomfortable. I wanted the dust settled before I do everything but that didn’t change the fact that I now really loved Hope.
My phone rang..”HLw”
“Hey you’re speaking to Hope ” he said.
I smiled shyly and said ” Ohk babe “
I was head over heels in love with him in just a week ,so I started imagining us together for lifetime .we loved each other like no body’s business he was my Missing rib ohh well that’s what I thought.
Few months passed and his behavior started changing he always used to call me but now all that was history there were no texts like before, no long night calls and I knew very well that something wasn’t right.I asked him several times about this other chick but he assured me that that’s not how it looked they’re just friends.
I found out from her that they are dating ,so I’ve been a Fool all this time? But that wasn’t time for it .Quickly I sent him a broke up text and he replied “OK” that broke my heart worse realizing that he doesn’t even wanna fight for our relationship.
“Did he ever love me?
Wasn’t I enough?
How did I wrong him? ” I asked myself multiple questions ,I just couldn’t get over him .