I couldn’t sleep, I stayed awake all night after what happened last night. I’m scared, traumatized, bruised and extremely terrified. Caleb had his arms wrapped around me tight while he slept behind me. This would have been nice if he wasn’t so heartless.

Soon he wakes up and looks at me with disgust written all over his face. He stands up, puts his clothes on and slaps me.

“I Caleb Simon, alpha of Darkwoods pack, reject you Amara Kingsley as my mate and Luna”

I fell to the floor onto my knees, shaking uncontrollably. It hurts too much. He hurt me last night and now he hurt me even more. The pain in my chest was worst than the pain I felt last night.

“You disgust me” He tells me.

He leaves my room, leaving me laying on the floor. I couldn’t get to accept his rejection because I couldn’t even speak at all. After what felt like years, the pain finally stopped.

Limping ,I walk over to the mirror and see that my body had tons of bruises on them. I look at my neck and saw his mark. It was two wolf’s howling under the moon. It was beautiful, but the more I looked at it, it hurt me even more.

I felt embarrassed so I stayed in my room for months. I couldn’t face Caleb, but when I started feeling nauseas a week after the incident, I had no choice but to go to the pack doctor. My sister Tatum went with me. It was that day that I found out I was pregnant. Pregnant with a monsters child.

When the pack doctor asked who my mate was, I just told him my mate died and I didn’t wanna talk about it. He looked at me with sympathy, and he didn’t bother asking about it again. I was 3 weeks at the time.

I managed to keep my pregnancy a secret for 3 months, because my stomach was not that big. I had to hide myself in baggy clothes,and put on perfume. So that the ladies don’t smell my scent. When a she wolf becomes pregnant, her entire scent changes. You could even smell if the baby is an alpha baby, beta baby, gamma baby or a normal pack member.

In my case, it’s an alpha baby. So I have no choice but to hide it. That’s why I use strong perfume, it hides scents very well. An alpha baby’s scent is strong.

I told Tatum what had happened and I made keep this secret to herself. She made a promise that she wouldn’t tell anyone about the baby, or what Caleb did to me.

Ever since he marked me, everytime he sleeps with that blonde haired girl I feel pain. I never accepted his rejection, so I will still feel pain. Every night I prayed and asked the goddess to help me. I pray every night that she frees me from the pain that I’m feeling.

One morning I decided to take a stroll in the woods. Since I couldn’t shift, my wolf couldn’t enjoy the water in her fur. So when I reached the lake, I stripped away my clothes. Revealing my stomach, and my mark. I only had my underwear on. I got in the water and I took a swim.

At this point my belly looked huge, even though it was small. That also means that I will have to leave Soon before it gets too big. I felt as if someone was watching me again.

My mind traveled back to when Caleb told me someone said that he was in the forest with me. I then decided to call out to the person so that he could reveal himself.

“COME OUT WHEREVER YOU ARE!!!”

****silence****

“I can feel you. So you can come out.”

I heard rustling in the bushes, and Chris comes out. Chris is the brother of that blonde bimbo.

“What are you doing here Chris?”

He stares at my stomach and at the mark. That’s when I realised that it was visible for everyone to see. ‘Oh Shit ‘ I thought to myself. I quickly put a shirt on to cover it up.

He just smirked at me and had an evil glint in his eyes.

“How does it feel to be used and rejected Amara? I wonder what my sister will think of this when she sees that the alpha has impregnated you”

“Don’t you dare Chris!!”

“Oh, she’s already on her way”