Yesterday i did see my future close to my eyes,

but today everything is so blur.

I did see the end but i can’t remember what path i chose.

I just wish i haven’t gone to sleep.

Maybe i would be living a life that I’ve pictured,

Laughing at my loudest.

Yet I’m sad and crying.

I feel like I’m drowning,

I’m dying.

Blaming everything on God

For making my imaginations lie to my mind.

Now I’m blind,

Searching for a path i’ll never find.

I spent a lot of years fighting not to be that kind.

I guess I’ve failed, not just me but my dreams at the end.