Yesterday i did see my future close to my eyes,
but today everything is so blur.
I did see the end but i can’t remember what path i chose.
I just wish i haven’t gone to sleep.
Maybe i would be living a life that I’ve pictured,
Laughing at my loudest.
Yet I’m sad and crying.
I feel like I’m drowning,
I’m dying.
Blaming everything on God
For making my imaginations lie to my mind.
Now I’m blind,
Searching for a path i’ll never find.
I spent a lot of years fighting not to be that kind.
I guess I’ve failed, not just me but my dreams at the end.