Why do I have to forgive what I won’t forget,
Why do I have to forgive the pain I’ve recieved instead of hapiness,
Why do I have to forgive how I’ve been tourted instead of appreciated,
Why do I have to forgive when I suffered day by day,
Why do I have to forgive for being used like I was nothing,
Why do I have to forgive those who never cared,
Why do I have to forgive when I should forgive myself for not knowing,
Do I have to do it to heal?
Do I have to do it to give you closure?
Why wasn’t I appreciated?
Why wasn’t I enough to be in your circle?
Forgive yourself for belittling me but don’t ask for it from me,
I already asked God to forgive me for trusting and loving too much,
I will never forget !