Why does it hurts so much?
Day by day it’s getting worst I thought it’s gonna be Okay but No.
I wish feelings can be deleted too.
I wanna skip these heavy nights.
Overthinking is my worst enemy right now.
I keep asking myself always about when would I stop from crying?
I wish I could give you my pain for a moment not to hurt you,
But to make you understand how much it’s hurt.
Being me kinda sucks.
It’s not easy to be me always trying to fit in still feel out of place.
I really miss laughing like a madwomen.
The proudest and bravest thing I even did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.