Why bother to visit?

If it can’t last forever

I’m not the enjoy it while it last type

I want forever

The fear, the feelings

The emotions

That comes with the thoughts

Of losing your source of happiness

Is just unbearable

Why do they always leave me to drown?

I can’t swim in emotions

They are way too overwhelming

I can’t hold on for too long

With fears

I’m way too young to be this hurt

Making me cry all night

Thinking I don’t deserve to be alive

Cause what I want always short-lived

Why does life have to be this unfair?