This is not love
Love shouldn’t feel this way
The foundation of this so-called love is lies
You never get tired of tearing apart this heart of mine,
All these bitter, twisted lies you utter, you say it’s because you’re protecting me from pain.
This is not love,
Does it make you feel great to see me crying?
Does it make you feel happy to see me in pain?
Every night when you come back home
I get worried cause I know you’ll only beat me up
My children don’t even want to call you Dad.
Every time I need you, you are nowhere to be found,
You’ve turned into a monster
I’m even afraid of calling you, my husband.
This is not love
I will never forgive you
You’re so heartless
You keep on apologising, and I forgive you
I keep on hoping that you’ll change
But I’ve realised that abusive people never change
You always tell me how useless I am, yet I keep
This family is together.
I am both the father and the mother of this home
This does not love my Husband
Love shouldn’t feel this way.