The saddest part of myself

To Ease the pain

Why am I doing this?
I’m supposed to be hurting right now.
I am not ready to forget
There is nothing I enjoy more than crying, it became my hobby
I just got used to it.
It is fun to hear my heart breaking
Those cracks in my heart keep me moving
I do not cry to feel any better or to ease the pain
I cry because I cannot say how broken my spirit is.
I don’t know how to heal this heart
It need to be vaccinated
I cannot find a vaccine anywhere
I travelled North, South but I came with nothing.
Oh! By the way…
A special thank you to my brain
For overthinking
And for letting my mind to be the home for mental illnesses
Nothing makes me feel good like crying
Ain’t crazy at all.

4 Responses

Cry louder,it's part of learning

Chizzy · 3 years ago

Crying is a good way to let out your emotions but the minute you get immune to it indicates a much bigger problem.

Ntombikayise Duma · 3 years ago

To make you feel any better...... I feel the same way as you do. I don't ever go a day of me overthinking, or thinking about committing suicide, Life is s a very strange thing, No One knows why the Earth/Universe is here all we do is feel emotions we want to feel or emotions we don't want to feel. All we can do is hope better days come, or the world ends so we don't feel pain anymore. All we ever do is try making things better for ourselves and we just end up hurting ourselves, I hope what I told you now as changed what you of life.

BSmithR · 3 years ago

It's part of healing😪😪😪

aga…@gmail.com · 3 years ago