It’s a battle fight
That no one can see
Is it just me?
Or just some episodic uncertainty

I’m collaborating with my fears at night
But slowly dying in my dissolving tears
Waking up to a disaster state
Wondering what happened to my Christian faith!

Am I all alone in this battle war?

My heart is getting tired
of beating all the time
Is it just a state of mind?
Or am I slowly… Slowly… Busy to decline

Am I all alone in this battle war?

No matter what it takes
I’ll try my best to stay strong
By looking others in the eye
Pretending like nothing is wrong

I’m really giving up hope
With this inner battle war
Or was this just a Nightmare gone wrong!