Things seems to be falling apart
In all ramifications, everything was tearing apart

I felt like I couldn’t meet up
Even after striving hard to reach up

I was swimming in the poor of failure
Breaking down gradually without a saviour

I was like a ship in the middle of the ocean dangling like a pendulum without a sailor

Things was not working on my favour
No clothes to wear despite being a tailor

Wearing a coat made of many colours
Has been my hubby all the day long

To put an end to all this mess was my priority
my friends and families doesn’t made me their priority

Laying in my bed Just lost in my head
Staring at these walls And wishing I was dead

I feel so stressed And I feel so depressed
I wish I could remember When I last got some rest

Sipping a cool deadly liquid
And never knew it was a squid

Getting into my belly like a monster
Then I realized I was destroying my own star

Slowly twisting my intestines

I lay on the floor,
He walks through the door.

My best friend is screaming and crying,
Cause in reality I’m dying.

My best friend is really shattered.
I think my life actually mattered.

It was an accident, I didn’t mean to!
I want to go back, think it through!

But he can’t hear me.
All I can see is his misery.

I got my suffering to go away.
As I did, my families pain started today.

#SayNoToSuicide