To the guy who approached me on the 18 of July about a year ago

The one that asked for my heart and I gave it to him unreluctantly so

The guy who loved me wholeheartedly, unconditionally without a doubt

To the person who trusted me enough to be his safe space,

His solace.

To the only person, I ever lied to my scary uncle about

The first guy I ever went on a date with

To my Snookcums, Gummy Bear, Favourite Chocolate Muffin

To Rato La Relebohile, Nokwindla, and many more pet names I ever gave you.

Unfortunately, I still love you.

I’m sorry but you are the only guy who broke down the tall and thick walls I created for myself,

The only person who would allow me to scream when I’m filled with mixed emotions

The one who would hold my hand in front of every girl who was against our relationship

The one to advise me and correct my wrongs.

I know I should let go but I’m failing

I hope one day fate allows us to meet and our love will take off.