I don’t see myself ever healing, yes I do want to carry on with my life but it is not easy. It is not easy seeing kids with their fathers, kids talking about their fathers; about what their fathers bought them or stuff. It is a wound that’ll take time to heal. 

Dad as you are there in the skies who’ll be a good father figure to me and my siblings. I’m only a teenager and you decided to leave me in this cruel world, a world of lies. Guess I’ll ask mom to teach me how to drive.

Lala kahle khabazela!