I hope you’re going to have a good life

Mine ain’t

I wish I could feel love

But I don’t

I wish maybe just maybe I could feel a spark

But it seems like it was extinguished

It’s dark, I can’t see

I don’t want to inflict pain

As I also feel pain

I wish I could just say goodbye

And leave

It’s not that easy

It’s hard

I can’t leave

I want to leave

I’m sorry I can’t stay

Even if I tried I can’t

I have to…