Only if I had a choice to choose
only if I had an option to pick
I wouldn’t choose this family
most of them will never make the list
we don’t sing from the same hymn 
I always find it hard to be myself
their hobbies make me puke
their joy is always a pain in my ass
I think I tolerated them enough
I sucked up to them for so long
now their dirt is all over my lips
I can’t take their stinking anymore
their small talk is always about other people
their joy is always about people’s downfalls
their passion is always gossip.. this is not me
I can’t deal with this nonsense… At all
only if I had a choice to choose
I definitely wouldn’t pick this fam
I would be very far from them
loving them far away from me.