No one knows what I feel beside me.

Even if you’re there but I feel you daily

I might try to hide you but it’s hard

Feeling so down and out.

Sometimes I find it hard to ignore you but then how will I?

You only visit me when I’m down and alone

I wonder how long will you be my guest?

For as far as I remember only I can feel you.

Sometimes I think I’m crazy

Not realising that it’s only I can feel the heat caused by this pain

I even feel like it’s enough now for how long will this take?

Oh, definitely depression is real.

You made me look like a fool in front of my loves ones

But am I the only one who can feel you?

You’ve done nothing but bring me sorrow and pain

I’m no longer happy but always sad why me?

What have I done to deserve such

Not so longer ago I was happy but look now

It’s more like I’m down and out.

Only I can feel you daily

You whisper in my ears telling me sob stories

Please stop, you only feed my mind unwanted things

I’m stronger than what you think of me

You’re just a phase that shall pass

I’m in control of my life and I will fight you

I’m better than this.

I refuse to be a victim of you

I’m in control of what I feel

I can do better than what you think of me.

You’ve lost with me I’m in charge of my life

Nobody promised me a good life but I will get it.