I am surrounded
but I am alone.
Am I loved
Or am I not.

These emotions
may appear to be miniscule,
but only I know
the pain they bring.

I’ve tried to fit in ,
changes how I saw myself
And in the end
it destroyed my world.

Can’t take it anymore,
what should I do ?
I am alive
but I am also dead.

We are born choosers,
but it seems that I am not.
My world crumbled
in such a short period of time.