Am trying

Am trying so hard so hard not to feel alone.

Trying to keep up

Trying to keep up with all my emotions

Its getting really hard for me to keep a straight face

When i know what my heart is saying

I dont want to be weak,even everytime i think of everything

Am trying so hard not to brake down

I will won’t let myself be happy just to be disappointed again

When i fall is really hard to get up again

Am trying to understand but,my heart and head spoke different tones.

Its not like i will gave up

I will always keep trying.And not let it be